restless and fatigue...alhamdulillah... class started at 8.30-12.30...then i attended New Moon Recipe of Women (women's Friday lecture) until 2.00 p.m,,,then,helping PRM (Persatuan Rakan Masjid) to settled up the place, next attended Meeting of our Course's Society PPPCK....it is already 5 that I reached my room......
people always tend to mistakenly think that I'm UIA/DQ/USIM student...
" akak duk Uia kan sekarang ?"
they look at my appearance......still with tudung labuh, jubah@baju kurung
i'm just give a plastic smile...and answer..
" tak la..UITM"... you see...UITM.... it is not Universiti ISLAM Teknologi MARA.....
at the first time I got the offer to being here, 2 years ago.....that time I was participated as the facilitator for Minggu Pengurusan Pelajar Baru (MPPB) 2 years Program (Program Dua Tahun (PDT)) at KMNS. all of us (the faci at my batch) feel so nervous that day. me too! i'm so afraid to check the online result....then, lastly, i do it , and the result made me feel so cloudy..and the other senior faci can see my expression...and they gave me the support...
yes, i got the Program that i love and fond to " Occupational Therapy", but...the first think that lingering in my mind is " how can I survive for being in UITM?"
"UITM tu sosial sangat?"
" Couple sana sini"?
" low standard uni?"
and at last I came to this UNI.....with a tremble heart,and i wanna cry that time...but luckily, i have my parent's blessing and family support.
YOU and What YOU THINK!!!! YOU CHOOSE!
ME, PAST AND PRESENT
and yet, i'm still me, being in this place, is not bad at all. as long as you try to adapt with the biiah (suasana), you have ISLAM in your and SPREAD IT to others!!
all of the knowledge, the theory that ustaz+ustazah gave, apply it!...and yet, i'm not perfect either,...
being in stranger's place, me and myself try to adapt to the environment.....being in in ISLAMIC UNI @ NO ISLAMIC UNI,,,IT IS JUST THE SAME...
when i was young, my dream is want to further my study at UIA, the garden of knowledge and virtue,,there are the safer place for me......
but, ALLAH'S PLAN IS THE BEST!
HE placed me at UITM, the uni that I do not want to go....
as time goes on, alhamdulillah, i'm still me...i 'm hope the others MAAHADIANS, MSMIANS are better than me..
there is no matter, where we are, but, we still be ourselves! we have learn religion, ('aqidah, fiqh, tauhid, feqah,nahusoraf, sirah) more than others....here that we want to apply it!
we have left the school, but the TARBIYYAH, still remains in our HEART!
ustaz, ustazah, cikgu, cikgi,
syukran jaziilan kathiira,
hanya ALLAH mampu membalas jasa kalian.
pertahankan apa yang kamu fahami, apa yang kamu pegang,selagi mana kamu mampu..
LA HAULA WALA QUWWATA ILLA BILLAH!
MAY ALLAH BLESS,,
~the light of the most precious happiness~