today

bismillahi walhamdulillah

sem 6 was already end.alhamdulillah.

today i cleaned and tidy up my room.

my aunt brought all my things to her house. thanks a lot ummi.

here the picts: puncak alam and the people there 

i went to library. i can say that ,today is the first time i visit library.heh.

i choose to study at my room, my room is my heaven,hu.

i don't like to be in the crowd even library. seriously.

and i went there today. 

and i found a place where no one around.yeay!.ooopss.. alhamdulillah

i sat on the carpet, and read my books

actually it is the revision for my clinical this July insya Allah.

surprisingly, i do net feel sleepy. 

allahu akbar

usually, 

i do not like library,

because it so cool there

it kills me

i feel sleepy

but today, i am not.

and i wonder why it is????

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i might do have avoidance symptom. i do not like to be with crowd, and especially if i want to study. i prefer to study alone, i will not join discussion group unless I've already read the chapter. hu. instead of study, i tend to look at other people.he.

btw, i love to talk a lot

i'm afraid that , i do talk more than i study. hu.

i'm afraid that i will backbitting

i'm afraid that i do unnecessary things.

i'm afraid that i'll laugh a lot

seriously, this is me

i'm very excited..hyper when i meet people,,

i'm afraid that'll happen again and again.

Allah...

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i am also feel that i've a lot of free time.

and it kills me.

seriously

we'll be ask how we use our time rite? allahu rabbi.

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friends...

By time,

Indeed, mankind is in loss,

Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience.

(103:1)

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