Tuesday, May 31, 2011


"Dan jika kalian meminta kepada Allah, maka mintalah syurga firdaus, sebab dia adalah syurga yang paling tinggi." (HR Bukahri).

great ambition is the great character. this may endowed with it may perform very good or very bad acts. all depends on principle which direct them. (napoleon bonaparte)

cakap tentang cita-cita...

kena kenal dulu apa itu cita-cita...

menurut DBP: cita-cita ialah keinginan yang selalu ada.

standard masa kecik- nak jadi 

askar atau polis (kes tengok power rangers)
takpun cikgu
takpun doktor

budak-budak zaman sekarang???
apa korang rasa cita-cita dorang ape???

tom tom bak...
macam-macam lagi...

zaman dulu dan zaman sekarang, sangat lah beza.

eager, desire, ambition= jim rohn kata....

dan saya rasa kena define, restructure, plan balik cita-cita saya ape....

live well or live hell-we choose (rooftop rant/hlovate)

Indeed, those who have believed and those who have emigrated and fought in the cause of Allah - those expect the mercy of Allah . And Allah is Forgiving and Merciful. (2:218)

If only they had been satisfied with what Allah and His Messenger gave them and said, "Sufficient for us is Allah ; Allah will give us of His bounty, and [so will] His Messenger; indeed, we are desirous toward Allah ," [it would have been better for them]. (9:59)

doa, usaha, ikhtiar, tawakkal (DUIT) juga perlu seiring dan sejalan. ^^.

pic source: here

talk about cita-cita. i do have many plans and is still arrange the puzzles. bercita-bercitalah dengan cita-cita yang tinggi!~ 

p/s : ummi, if kakak xjadi OT kita bukak katering la. ^^

Monday, May 30, 2011

after all the silence

bismillahi walhamdulillah...
'asiff jiddan, so sorry, the blog is not updated. seriously, i'm exhausted. allahu rabbi. tarbiyyah direct dari Allah.  i'm working at cafe. totally 12 hours. but i'm enjoying it. alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah. bilamana saya kena low kan level hati serendah-rendahnya. be a listener, jangan melawan. sabar, mendidik kesabaran. tetapi kadang-kadang tu terlepas jugak. nafsu...nafsu.
a few weeks ago, attended a gathering. my friends from kmns. about 3 years we did not seeing each others. only Allah knows how the feelings are.

at cafe...
jadi pembancuh air,
jaga kaunter ,
setting untuk catering..
sangat banyak belajar..
crara potong bawang, potong kek, potong sayur..
nak buat air pun susah tao nak bagi sedap. hu... i learnt a lots...siyes. thanks Allah.

it is always....didikan Allah itu sangat halus, perancangan Allah sangat strategik. tinggal kita manusia meyakini dan mengimaninya.
mencari hikmah di sebalik kejadian.
kena marah...sebenarnya Allah nak didik kita untuk merendahkan hati dan ego...
penat....sebenarnya Allah nak latih kita lagi kuat....
gembira...Allah nak bagitao kita kena banyak bersyukur..
the thing is...i'am always take things for granted.
nafsu perlu dididik...
didik dan didik...

deal dengan manusia..
i say it complicated...

moga dapat menjaga amalan...hatta penat sekalipun..
rabbuna yusahhil...
Allah menguji seseorang dengan apa yang dia mampu. dan aku sangat cemburu dengan dia yang sudah kembali kepadaNya malah jadi lagi baik. hu. kena usaha lagi saie....usaha lagi saie.. tak rugi.
p/s: selamat berbuka.
road to ramadhan....!!!~

Sunday, May 8, 2011


bismillahi walhamdulillah

sem 6 was already end.alhamdulillah.

today i cleaned and tidy up my room.
my aunt brought all my things to her house. thanks a lot ummi.
i went to library. i can say that ,today is the first time i visit library.heh.
i choose to study at my room, my room is my heaven,hu.
i don't like to be in the crowd even library. seriously.
and i went there today. 
and i found a place where no one around.yeay!.ooopss.. alhamdulillah

i sat on the carpet, and read my books
actually it is the revision for my clinical this July insya Allah.
surprisingly, i do net feel sleepy. 
allahu akbar
i do not like library,
because it so cool there
it kills me
i feel sleepy
but today, i am not.
and i wonder why it is????
i might do have avoidance symptom. i do not like to be with crowd, and especially if i want to study. i prefer to study alone, i will not join discussion group unless I've already read the chapter. hu. instead of study, i tend to look at other people.he.
btw, i love to talk a lot
i'm afraid that , i do talk more than i study. hu.
i'm afraid that i will backbitting
i'm afraid that i do unnecessary things.
i'm afraid that i'll laugh a lot
seriously, this is me
i'm very excited..hyper when i meet people,,
i'm afraid that'll happen again and again.
i am also feel that i've a lot of free time.
and it kills me.
we'll be ask how we use our time rite? allahu rabbi.

By time,
Indeed, mankind is in loss,
Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience.

Thursday, May 5, 2011


Righteousness is not that you turn your faces toward the east or the west, but [true] righteousness is [in] one who believes in Allah , the Last Day, the angels, the Book, and the prophets and gives wealth, in spite of love for it, to relatives, orphans, the needy, the traveler, those who ask [for help], and for freeing slaves; [and who] establishes prayer and gives zakah; [those who] fulfill their promise when they promise; and [those who] are patient in poverty and hardship and during battle. Those are the ones who have been true, and it is those who are the righteous.


p/s: gonna have exam another few hours.

2 more to go

got this picture from devianart

bismillahi walhamdulillah

insya Allah 2 more papers to go.
and also a few days left at puncak alam,.sobs. sobs. T_T
but, not so fast, i'll be here until the end of may.
i've already do some preparations :
i put all the books in the box (which i did not use)
do laundry
divide my things either ; will bring it to Johor or will bring it back to my home.
throw all of the unnecessary things
and etc etc
it seems i'm already miss puncak alam. ^^
i told my friend,
"jumpa lagi, kalau bukan sekarang kat SYURGA."

bercita-citalah, bukan hanya disini, di sana juga.
here and here after.
pray for me for the next two papers eyh.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

sign : liqaumin yu'qiluun.

what a bless.
pic: here

Sahih International
Indeed, in the creation of the heavens and earth, and the alternation of the night and the day, and the [great] ships which sail through the sea with that which benefits people, and what Allah has sent down from the heavens of rain, giving life thereby to the earth after its lifelessness and dispersing therein every [kind of] moving creature, and [His] directing of the winds and the clouds controlled between the heaven and the earth are
signs for a people who use reason.

 signs for a people who use reason.


hitam dan putih

look at the colour: 
white (putih)

black and white
we cannot call it white anymore

it is black 

what about our HEART???

let's purify it.!!!!!!


today's paper is not really hard. alhamdulillah.
the result: wallahu a'alam.

get this quote from: POET



At Times in life, When You Trip and Fall..
We Complain and Stress Even if its Small..
We Don`t think Before We Act..
Then Do things that Cause Great impact..
We Never Understand the Real Fact..
In Life We Make Descions Before We think..
Knowing things could Change As We Blink..
With Each Descion We Could Succeed Or Sink..
Therfore We Have Our Lord, The Direct Link..
Each and Every Step You take..
Start With an Intentions to which You Make..
Keep Your intentions, Simple and Pure..
You then Will Receive Your Answers, Your Cure.


p/s: full time muslim aren't we?
insya Allah ^^.
may Allah bless 

Monday, May 2, 2011


bismillahi walhamdulillah

it's already may. subhanallah. 

i'll face my 3rd paper, tomorrow, insya Allah.

everyday routine is the same, but hope i can improve it. insya Allah.


pray .recite alquran, zikir
eat, drink, bath

surf internet (mana boleh tinggal)

reading book/article to increase Islamic knowledge

watch baba ali @ dawah addict @ aiman azlan vlog

i found  website that we can download a lots of book, 

and i keep download the books. heh. alhamdulillah , found it. i think i'll be busy during my holiday. a lot of books to read.
u know ...
lets be a full time muslim!
spend our time for the sake to seek mardhatillah!!

“Did you think that We had created you in play (without any purpose), and that you would not be brought back to Us?”


And I (Allah) created not the jinn and mankind except that they should worship Me (Alone).

And [mention, O Muhammad], when your Lord said to the angels, "Indeed, I will make upon the earth a successive authority." They said, "Will You place upon it one who causes corruption therein and sheds blood, while we declare Your praise and sanctify You?" Allah said, "Indeed, I know that which you do not know."

and you know...
i am very worried about Malaysia nowadays..

Allahu Rabbi.