Saturday, June 25, 2011

bebel's version

bismillahi walhamdulillah


i'm pretty good alhamdulillah, so-so. hehe. 8 days at beloved home, and rite now almost 5 days at puncak alam. life????? could not desribe it well la. adeh.!!
seems like the spirit is run away, and the motivation did not come. ayyo saie....adehT_T. i feel dissapointted with myself. huhuhu
yep, i live on my own...on my own...=). hmmm..haaaa..hiiiii...
saie
you are so lucky because you had been choosen to be sent to this world. you do have a loving family. right???
saie
you are so lucky since you were born as Islam.
saie
you are so lucky because you have a good results almost every years at the primary and secondary school. you have to work harder right?
saie, 
you are so lucky you are healthy.
saie, 
you are so lucky you have your family although you have no money.
saie....
many things that you have, many things that you have got. 
saie
do not be upset with a little things. 
saie.
do not think that you are alone with no one beside. you do have Allah right?




i do realise that banyak benda yang tak terlepas pandang dulu. (ape mende eh terlepas pandang dalam english...adoi^^')


seems like i can do better and better ..
there is no time to regret it saie
and sometime..do feel empty inside..hu...


dan banyak benda yang aku ada, yang tak ada tu lah yang aku nak. tak ke? usaha tu saie. usaha laaaa.


bila langkah terasa payah. bila orang tanya kenapa?
maaf bukan tak nak cerita tapi tak perlu cerita...
 macam dah nak transform jadi ape dah ni.
 i do smile.. a fake smil or a true smile? tak kisah. biar aje.^^. and tak ada orang kisah? =).
naaaaa...
this is the bebel's version and tak sesuai untuk dibaca. hehe
tidak berilimiah jugak!


may Allah bless...
may Allah give me strength.
^^




i do have many plan in my life. rabbi yusahhil!



Friday, June 10, 2011

.enough. but don't get me wrong.

bismillahi walhamdulillah...


at cafe..hehe...seem there are no customers..so...fill the time with writing. it is already 10 th june. and i'll going home at 12th june. insya allah. thanks a lot to my friend for bought me the ticket. hehe.
 everyday routine is still the same. wake up, pray, go to cafe at 7.oo am.....work until 9.30 pm. same schedule i can say. huhu. but it is ok ^^. 


refer to the title: enough a.k.a cukup. i say: feel of completeness. 


different experience make us different. seriously different. different knowledge also make us difference. hu. i'm always using this tagline: "people think difference".


some feel that rm 1 is big enough for them but some are not
some think that viva is ok enough but some choose peugeot.
some satisfy eat rice with egg but some love double cheese burger+spicy chicken mcdeluxe and chicken mcnugget. hehe.


people are hard to feel enough. merasa cukup. 


then, what is zuhud????? hehe. this can help us: link


i live in the middle class range society. tak da la tak makan tapi cukup-cukup makan.
want something big??? it is a matter of effort..i say effort. success will not come and say "hi" to us easily. kan-kan?????


but don't get me wrong....
feel enough but it does not mean that we did not give best effort for success. but feel enough with the things that we have and thanks Allah for all the gift.


we are still live..it is enough. thanks god for the most precious gift.
let fulfill our ambition...yezzaaaa...rabbuna yusahhil^^.




CREADIT TO NAYZAK.DEVIANART^^

Monday, June 6, 2011

cerita kenduri

bismillahi walhamdulillah....
alhamdulillah attended two wedding , 1: kak asma 2: bangah. but i'm not going to talk about marriage^^. saya suka kenduri sebab 1 je:
jumpa sedara mara. full stop. 
even though i don't like to be in the crowd but engulfing with all the sanak sedara is very exciting. as time goes by, all are growing up. 
huh...feel like old haaaa??? ^^
dan dalam banyak-banyak sebab satu sebab tu je yang menguatkan diri naik bas turun bas ke tempat kenduri yang dua itu. misal kata minta orang ambik, boleh. tapi kira susahkan orang pulak kan. lagipun, semua tengah busy prepare all the things kan. 

and of course, met my parents and siblings. sukeeee...alhamdulillah.

dan ayat yang selalu keluar dari mulut sedara mara : "kurus ", "kecik sangat sekarang". nak buat macam mana pak cik, mak cikku, anak sedramu ini kerja kuat^^. 


love is precious. subhanallah. danikatan kasih sayang itu tiada galang gantinya.

kenduri: ramai berkumpul, kalah raya. dan mungkinjuga sebab itu kenduri pertama yang dibuat buat keluarga ayoh him+ummi asma' dan ayah nik+ mok nik.

one thing to remember: husna demam panas. the thumbellinas dah pandai macam-macam sekrang. pandai sangat. memang lah anak anak ini penghibur hati kan-kan.

cukup cerita kenduri. a moment to remember. 

su jah and ummi ^^